Announcement: New Changes!

Hello!

I’m back after taking some time off to sort things out in my personal life.

I kind of wanted to post a short post to announce that with the new look of this blog, I have also decided to not give myself deadlines and schedules of writing and posting. I initially created this blog because I wanted a place where I could share my thoughts freely and without the stress of rules or deadlines. I enjoyed writing and I also wanted to try something new so I decided to create this blog as my passion project.

However, I’m sure that if you have been reading my blog for some time or if you happen to come across it and look through my old posts, I have not been good at being consistent in posting. I sometimes have a tendency to feel really motivated which for a time helps me to write and post consistently. But when that motivation wears off or things in my life go a bit out of my control, I tend to stop writing and posting because I start to feel like I have nothing to say or I worry that I might be saying a bit too much. This, in turn, affects me because I start feeling bad about not being able to stay consistent so I start forcing myself to write which of course leads me to write things that  are rushed and not really planned or well thought of. Of course by doing that, I start feeling worse. I start not wanting to write at all because I suddenly feel like it has become a chore and not something that I do because I enjoy doing it.

So by giving myself some leeway in posting when I feel like it and not due to a schedule, I think I’m giving myself some space to enjoy the process of writing. Hopefully, that helps me get back that feeling of excitement and motivation that I felt when I initially started this blog.

I hope that this plan works and that I’ll be able to write more again in the future. But for now this is me saying see you again soon.

Bye!

Last Week and New Beginnings

Hello!

I’m super sorry for the late post! I was really busy over the last week that I wasn’t able to take some time to sit down and write something.

So… the last week was filled with a lot of big moments for me. I was finally able to graduate from college which signified the end of my studies for my bachelor degree but at the same time, it kind of signified that I’m about to start on a new stage in my life which is taking up law school. I think that this kind of put me in a point where I’m super happy because I was finally able to go one step closer to my goals but at the same time, it put me in a place where I feel nervous and unsure of what’s about to happen.

Throughout my studies for my bachelor degree, I tried to plan out everything to lead up to law school. However, lately, I’m starting to feel nervous and I’m starting to get second thoughts about whether I could handle law school or not. Good thing that my family keeps encouraging me and cheering me up. Their encouragement  lead me to decide that I don’t want to give up on my dreams of becoming a great lawyer someday and I hope I don’t get discouraged on my way there. I also decided that I want to take a more positive attitude about things and maybe strengthen my faith so that I don’t give into negative thoughts so easily. I’m writing this now because writing about things helps me clear my mind and somehow get myself together.

I also wanted to say that I might not be able to try to keep up with my desire to blog every two weeks. However, since I don’t want to give up blogging since it became sort of like my passion project, I will still post whenever I feel like it. This way, I won’t run out of things to say and I won’t force myself to write things when I don’t really have to say anything. At the same time, it would allow me to post whenever I want without having to wait for the scheduled date.

That’s all for now, bye!